Hey Glitches.
I really feel like I should tell you something important. My lack of sleep, the coffee intake alongside with energy drinks, stress between the stream and my two jobs, bad food and no exercise has come to a point where it hurt me, and this time it has affected my heart. I'm not deathly ill, but it will affect me.I am nauseous a lot, I am SO tired, I have uncomfortable feelings mixed with a slight pain in my chest and I feel dizzy sometimes. This health issue is called
atrial fibrillation and is pretty common, even though not all people feel it. Drinking alcohol is making this even worse, why the drunk-stream never happened. I planned the drunk stream before these symptoms arrived and I thought I could make it. On the day of the drunk stream - I freaked, because it was worse than usual and I was also having a crazy anxiety which just increased as I felt stronger symptoms. This is why I'm saying this now; I will not have any more drunk streams, I will not sit there, and drink excessively just because people are entertained about it. I'm done with that. Drinking alcohol while streaming - sure! But I WILL not sit and drink, drink, drink... and end up on a viral YouTube video somewhere. I feel like our channel deserve a little bit higher standard. Just a little.
So, I will be tired a lot from now on since one coffee every one or two days, minimum sugar and bad foods, more sleep to gain what I lost and so my heart and mind can rest and regain strength. Just wait for me to get better, it may take 1 week, it may take 4, it may take half a year. But I won't stop streaming, I'm just going to take it really easy.
Lube ya, #glitchfam
<3
Hope you get better soon! Maybe you should do what some streamers do and incorporate some sort of exercise routine for wins or losses, as a means to entertain while getting some needed workout? Anyways, keep strong fam!
ReplyDeleteI don't really like the idea about that, it's just a very socially awkward thing to do overall in my opinion, lol. But thank you none the less, Pandar. I appriciate it <3
DeleteHealth is important. When you are happy and with good feelings about your health - we can enjoy your streams more and in right way. And stream must be enjoyable on bouth sides. SMNT
ReplyDeleteI agree. Thing is I've been having so fun without even thinking about my health one bit, and here it is, slamming my face in telling me - YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG.
DeleteI tend to forget I'm not part cyborg :P Thank you <3
If I could share my heart with you, I would.
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