Xsplit, what the actual fuck?

Yesterday was kinda... fun. And hideous in another way.
It all started with me sitting and FINALLY fixing the setup for OBS studio and fixing a new layout in Photoshop, which turned out to be great. I found awesome features in OBS that wasnt easy enough in Xsplit or just costed more money for simple ass-shit stuff - completely free in OBS ofc.

So I posted this on twitter:

And then, my crazy ex-"boyfriend" Xsplit started going on about real bat-shit crazy stuff. Both their official Twitter account and an employee in the UK. They just wouldn't let me be! They thought I had issues with their software which was making me taking the decision to stop using it. Which actually is not the case.

BUT; I have had. Xsplit is leaking processes, using WAY too much CPU-juice and there's been too much of it - re-occurring problems that I have to fix in dll-files about constantly, things that needs to refresh, my cam is not 100% compatible with their software and it is just not user friendly in the end. These are issues that Xsplit know about and they don't intend to fix it. No settings in the world could fix this, mixed with keeping high quality video on the stream. Don't take me wrong here though. I LOVED Xsplit, for a long time. Everything was better than the old OBS, but the new OBS Studio, oh my lord, this is SO good.

I once said that "I'd rather pay for good shit, than use free crap and support people having a job/pay their salaries and so on", and I still stand for what I said. But I'd also pay(read donate) for an actual good software that is NOT created by a big company which is seeing their software as somekind of cult, and when people try to leave it - they will hunt you down with fork sticks and torches and wonder why we ever wanted to leave.

I had no idea that Xsplit could be so desperate to keep customers. I told them in our conversations that they're really not helping out when it comes to "making a good impression" and making me come back as a customer. And they went mental about it. I don't understand how they can act up like that to customers/old customers. I was wondering if they were trolling first, but this is just fricking hideous.

I will never recommend their services, software or anything else in the future. And I'll probably stick with OBS Studio for a long time.

I'm just a streamer, don't treat me like a famous person

I've noticed something over the 1,5 year that I have streamed that some of the people who tune in on my stream... They tend to treat me like I was famous and they fan-girl a bit too much about me and who I am. I just want to say; No. Please don't. I'm a regular, wierd kinda girl. There's nothing to fan-girl about me over. I go up early, work, earn money, take a shit, whine about life, cry when I fail and give elderly people a hate-stare when they judge me, just like you lot. We are all special butterflies, ja-de-ja-de... But I don't want to be treated as I'm the new Britney Spears, a famous model or a rockstar. I'm just me. I have changed a lot during the past year and I still have a problem taking in who the fuck I am today. I love myself, and what I believe in, what I enjoy, what I love.

I believe people take a liking to me because I'm bold, not prude, confident and kind. That still doesn't make me worth fan-girling about. I'm just a swedish woman, sitting on a chair, making you guys enjoy your evenings a bit more with music, laughs and weird games. I'm an entertainer whom you guys found by accident. I love what I do when I'm streaming, and I love that you guys are there when I'm doing it.
I truly do.

But once again, I am not worth fan-girling for.
 

Creeps and obsessed people on Twitch

For a LONG time on my other account I thought that this behavior was okay for me to have to go through. That I should take this shit and just shove it down my throat and be happy that people liked me, even if it was SO uncomfortable and almost made me stopped streaming.

Yes. I am talking about the creeps. The idiots without a barrier to what is okay and to what is a working reality. I'm talking about those people who don't UNDERSTAND how or why you should not write "I love you." or "Will you marry me?" or even "I'll donate 100 for you if you show boobs."
YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING SICK. You're making me sick. I will never, ever, say this out loud on a stream. I will never tell you that live. But please, be realistic. I don't fucking know you, and I don't want to. Honestly. I don't give two tits if you are drunk, have a disorder(then, get help!) or just a very lonely person... This behavior is not OK.

Sure, some of these people you are visiting may like that kind of attention, but so many do not. This is not cute, it's definitely not romantic and it is not funny(if you are a troll). And me, as a person and a streamer, have a high tolerance. If you come into my stream, my chat... and type these things for one time only with a bunch of Kappas with it, I won't even care. I will laugh and lube you back. But joining with "YOSHI I LOVE YOU, I WANNA MARRY YOU"... God, why?

What eve problem you guys have in real life, if you're a smart ass troll or just don't know what to do with your life, you need to get away from the computer and get some perspective on life. You don't wanna be sitting in that chair doing what ever you are doing right now that makes people uncomfortable. I'm not talking about people who spend their whole life in front of a computer here(I kinda do that, lol), but about the people who DOES NOT KNOW BOUNDARIES. Me myself, know exactly(more or less) where the line is drawn.

Don't mess up people's lives with that stalker, creep, ass-attitude and type things like that in chat.
It's so sick, twisted and utterly fucked up. Just stop.

Hello world

So. I've had this idea for ages. I want to start a blog regarding my streaming experience on Twitch. I've been streaming on Twitch for about... 1,5 year now? And I feel like I want to share some really important topics with a lot of different streamers, viewers, developers and discuss things with you guys. I will bring up different things every time I blog, I will bring up "daily experience"-stuff that is new for me as a streamer but maybe someone else can relate to it some other way and give me hints and feedback and most of all: I just want you guys to know me better, what I'm going through, what I feel and how I feel when I'm streaming. I want a deeper connection with you guys - and therefor, I will try to blog as often and as much as I can.

Tune in and follow me on google blogger on a daily basis.
Much lube.

Yoshi