I've noticed something over the 1,5 year that I have streamed that some of the people who tune in on my stream... They tend to treat me like I was famous and they fan-girl a bit too much about me and who I am. I just want to say; No. Please don't. I'm a regular, wierd kinda girl. There's nothing to fan-girl about me over. I go up early, work, earn money, take a shit, whine about life, cry when I fail and give elderly people a hate-stare when they judge me, just like you lot. We are all special butterflies, ja-de-ja-de... But I don't want to be treated as I'm the new Britney Spears, a famous model or a rockstar. I'm just me. I have changed a lot during the past year and I still have a problem taking in who the fuck I am today. I love myself, and what I believe in, what I enjoy, what I love.
I believe people take a liking to me because I'm bold, not prude, confident and kind. That still doesn't make me worth fan-girling about. I'm just a swedish woman, sitting on a chair, making you guys enjoy your evenings a bit more with music, laughs and weird games. I'm an entertainer whom you guys found by accident. I love what I do when I'm streaming, and I love that you guys are there when I'm doing it.
I truly do.
But once again, I am not worth fan-girling for.
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